ilovemyskrillas

i wrote a song today.....it was a sad song but it made me so happy cause i havent been inspired to write in a long time....i think i'm finding my old self again and it feels amazing..the sad thing is you never knew me.

someone please wake me up cause i seriously feel like i am dreaming and it feels way too crazy....


how can this happen so fast, HOW!!!

i think i already lost it...i have no idea how, but i try and try to still feel it and i just don't it nauseating.

where did you go? seriously



ummm i love ryan adams so much....hes awesome

there is nothing more rewarding than being involved in the job im doing right now, i get paid to help people rebuild their lives. Its amazing to see how may people we are impacting. i love what im doing with all my heart and its an awesome feeling to wake up in the morning and know im going to be involed in changing someones life today. I wish this job was more long term cause it makes me feel like im doing something worth doing. I have grown up my entire life in ministry and church but within the past few weeks ive seen more people changed then i ever have in church. The world is so big and so many people need help, i wish i could do more.

im learning so much.

im not as shallow as you act like i am and you know im not.

why the freaking hell are some people so selfish and stupid!

its so crazy, sometimes i go through things that make me feel like ive grown up 5 years in a day...
i overcome things that were a big deal before...i dont know what happenes but just simply seeing something happen to someone close to you, or having a long serious talk with someone..which i did today and i feel like that someone took a million pounds off of me, thank you i am relieved.

baby i cant figure it out your kisses taste like honey...

today is warm and beautful and im going to the beach!

im flying to charlotte a week from today im so excited to see jess

Im leaving in 20 mins. to go work in a medical clinic for a week in new orleans im getting paid really well... woooooooooooooooooooooo

looking forward to hopefully hanging out with rae when i get home next week ;)